Marina is my "surprise baby" because I didn't plan on getting pregnant. Well, I wasn't thinking of pregnancy at the time I found out I was pregnant with her. We had just bought a new house and were in the middle of moving in and painting every single room and I was going though what I consider a very busy time in my life both physically and mentally. I was drained with everything I was going through and then when I thought I must be late due to the stress I was going through, surprise! I remember thinking "how and when?" over and over and over again.
My surprise baby was also my most difficult pregnancy. At times I worried if I would be able to carry the whole pregnancy though due to my extreme back pain from an injury. There were times I could barely walk and many times I cried myself to sleep due to the pain. I wouldn't even take Motrin because I didn't want to hurt her in any way, so I just toughed it out.
Now I see my beautiful babygirl turning 6 and I know everything is always worth it. Everything related to motherhood is worth it and the most beautiful gift I could ever be given. Only God knows how much I love them and how grateful I am to be given the blessing to be their mother. Happy beautiful beautiful! I look forward to turning old and enjoying so many more birthdays with you. I hope that when you become an adult you always come see me on your birthday. I don't want to miss a single one.
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