Working from home is now going to take a turn and this will signify a major change in my life. My baby is going to school and for half a day I will be alone to ponder my existence! A bit tragic but I don't want to feel this loneliness. I'm just not prepared for this.
"Just one more year at home" I hear my mind telling me. "Home school her" is another. I know that what is best for my baby is for her to begin getting a good education. I might just volunteer and be near my little girls. That's one way. I will find a way.
I'm just grateful these two will go to school together for two years. This will be the only time they'll be together so they will enjoy this time together. I know Camila is so incredibly happy about it. I wish I could say the same thing about me. But I will get over it, I have to. They can't stay babies forever and it's time I start facing the inevitable. My babies are growing and this is a time to celebrate and not be sad about it, at least not show it on the outside.
I will survive!
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